Post by Jason Rayne on May 5, 2021 17:50:12 GMT -6
Jason: When I was in my early teen years, I was constantly bullied by an older kid named Travis. Because of that, I made a promise to Michael – my brother, whom over the years I formed a strong bond with – that I would remember what it felt like to be victimized and never become a bully myself. There have been nights where I lie awake wracked with guilt, wondering what he would think of me, what he would say to me, if he were still around to see what I have become.
Yet, when I am inflicting pain and destruction, when I am wrecking all that havoc, none of that guilt resurfaces. All I feel is the need to punish, and the rush of excitement. It is in those moments that I really and truly love who I have become.
Yet, when I am inflicting pain and destruction, when I am wrecking all that havoc, none of that guilt resurfaces. All I feel is the need to punish, and the rush of excitement. It is in those moments that I really and truly love who I have become.