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Feb 17, 2024 22:53:53 GMT -6
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Post by Justin Paige on Feb 17, 2024 22:53:53 GMT -6
"Okay, is it recording? Yeah? Alright. Ehhm, my name is Kelsee Vansickle. I've been Justin's therapist for over a decade now, he made massive progress but some thing happened that has sent him right back to where he started. I don't know why I feel like I need to make this video, but I feel like it will be important some day. Hopefully not because I'm dead. So..let's begin.
If you were to ask me if I would have ever pictured myself being afraid of a man like Justin Paige, I would have said "No, it's part of my job to deal with the unwell and unhinged", but if I'm honest with you, he terrifies me sometimes. He's that one client that every therapist has who makes them get a panic button. Mine just happens to go to my cop husband Tom. I was seconds away from pushing it a little bit ago when Justin stormed to my desk yelling at me about his meds and then telling me he is getting back into the ring. I was seconds from pulling my letter opener out to defend myself. Tom says I need a gun, but what happens when one of my clients figure that out? Sometimes it's easy to be scared of Justin. He's big, loud, stuck in the olden days when roles were important and set in stone. It gives him a sense of purpose. Or at least it did.
I knew who Justin was, I was a fan when he was in SFT and then move to F1X. He tore it down so much they moved him to management and that's when the trouble started. Owners and other management decided to push him out, but some one, I think her name was Megan and Kegan took that to literally. While he was on top of a cell helping make sure the participants weren't going to fall through she shoved him off the top. He tumbled over and over in the air until he landed belly first on the concrete. They hadn't put the pads down on purpose. It was a miracle that one of his 12 broken ribs didn't puncture his lungs. He also cracked somewhere close to half the vertebrae in his neck and back as well as dislocated both his arms. Not just his shoulders, but his wrist and elbow as well.
The one person who cared enough paid for his bills but also called me, as I specialize in Trauma treatment. It was the 5th of November of 2015 when I first saw him. I thought I'd be starstruck but really I was saddened. This man I watched for a decade was now just broken. Also very angry. A broken, angry man who couldn't do the one thing he had always wanted to do anymore is not what you want to see from your heroes. Over the years, we have worked through his life. His 3 big relationships that ended up due to infidelity. His mother problems. His irrational feeling that women and men should not interact in the workplace, his misogyny due to all the woman issues. His family problems. His left over military trauma. He's PTSD from that and also what happened. We can't go into much more than that for HIPPA reasons but we made a lot of progress. Got on the right medications and he was close to being back to his normal self. That man could sell seashells to the seashore recently.
Something happened, something I feel like everyone has heard by now. He says he watched some documentary that had everyone he has been involved with but no mention of him. I didn't want to tell him but there was no such documentary. Not because no one cares about him, but because no one cares about THEM. No one knows half of the people he came up with, but his last words before storming out will be a guide I fear.
That's the point, Kelsee, no one cares.
If you were to ask me if I would have ever pictured myself being afraid of a man like Justin Paige, I would have said "No, it's part of my job to deal with the unwell and unhinged", but if I'm honest with you, he terrifies me sometimes. He's that one client that every therapist has who makes them get a panic button. Mine just happens to go to my cop husband Tom. I was seconds away from pushing it a little bit ago when Justin stormed to my desk yelling at me about his meds and then telling me he is getting back into the ring. I was seconds from pulling my letter opener out to defend myself. Tom says I need a gun, but what happens when one of my clients figure that out? Sometimes it's easy to be scared of Justin. He's big, loud, stuck in the olden days when roles were important and set in stone. It gives him a sense of purpose. Or at least it did.
I knew who Justin was, I was a fan when he was in SFT and then move to F1X. He tore it down so much they moved him to management and that's when the trouble started. Owners and other management decided to push him out, but some one, I think her name was Megan and Kegan took that to literally. While he was on top of a cell helping make sure the participants weren't going to fall through she shoved him off the top. He tumbled over and over in the air until he landed belly first on the concrete. They hadn't put the pads down on purpose. It was a miracle that one of his 12 broken ribs didn't puncture his lungs. He also cracked somewhere close to half the vertebrae in his neck and back as well as dislocated both his arms. Not just his shoulders, but his wrist and elbow as well.
The one person who cared enough paid for his bills but also called me, as I specialize in Trauma treatment. It was the 5th of November of 2015 when I first saw him. I thought I'd be starstruck but really I was saddened. This man I watched for a decade was now just broken. Also very angry. A broken, angry man who couldn't do the one thing he had always wanted to do anymore is not what you want to see from your heroes. Over the years, we have worked through his life. His 3 big relationships that ended up due to infidelity. His mother problems. His irrational feeling that women and men should not interact in the workplace, his misogyny due to all the woman issues. His family problems. His left over military trauma. He's PTSD from that and also what happened. We can't go into much more than that for HIPPA reasons but we made a lot of progress. Got on the right medications and he was close to being back to his normal self. That man could sell seashells to the seashore recently.
Something happened, something I feel like everyone has heard by now. He says he watched some documentary that had everyone he has been involved with but no mention of him. I didn't want to tell him but there was no such documentary. Not because no one cares about him, but because no one cares about THEM. No one knows half of the people he came up with, but his last words before storming out will be a guide I fear.
That's the point, Kelsee, no one cares.
